40 Below Summer - Letter To God lyrics

I can scratch the surface and find out where You hide I can find a reason for all those holes inside Covered in oppression for all Your wasted time To wallow in depression Just what You've left behind, behind I'm deaf, I've circled far, God That I can't hear You no more I'm deaf, I've circled You, God I can't take no more, I'll die, I'll die Even though I hate You, I still love You anyway I cannot forsake You and I can't run away Now I try to stand up only to fall down, fall down Oh God and now I try to shake You But I just can't get You out, You out I'm deaf, I've circled far, God That I can't hear You no more I'm deaf, I've circled, oh God I can't take no more, I'll die, I'll die I'm dying, someone fix me Yeah, fix me, come on, fix me Shut up and take the pain that I'm giving You With You, I feel I can't go on I need You to breathe and I'm dying So please won't You save me before I'm gone? Shut up and take the pain that I'm giving You With You, I feel I can't go on I can't escape this hell I create Why can't You look at my face? I feel so ashamed I'm falling far away Shut up and take the pain that I'm giving You Ripping You up to show you, I'm right Shut up and take the pain that I'm giving You Ripping You up to show you, I'm right Shut up and take the pain that I'm giving You Ripping You up to show you, I'm right Shut up and take the pain that I'm giving You Ripping You up I'm deaf, I've circled far, God That I can't hear You no more I'm deaf, I've circled, oh God I got no, I got, no pride I can't take no more, no pride I can't take no more, no pride I can't take no more I got no, I got no, no pride No pride, no pride, no pride