#3AM - Help me lyrics

I woke up this morning Heard the news Asked myself where the f** is God? 143 d**hs is just odd m**m,christian or a j**? Me,them or you? The worlds gone crazy Thousands die daily Religion can make you do alotta bad sh** I just wanna quit And face the reality how it is I'm tired of suffering from pain Why can't we be happy? An innocent young girl just lost her daddy Who the f** is gonna answer her? I said,who the f**'s gonna answer em'? I can never imagine this,this is all terrible So many conflicts,who the f** is writting these scripts? Sometimes i think my verse is more appropriate than a bible At least i don't encourage you'll to pick up a rifle God sh** just got homicidal I don't care who you preach Just let me live with my fam,please Help me,Help me I don't see any silver lining I don't see any silver lining Lord forgive me 143 children die,i have never seen You know world is f**ed up when Schools turn into battlefields How the f** can i sleep Knowing that there's no peace It's 3am i'm still strugglin' to forget them scenes I'm just tryna' make myself clean Those kids were only fifteen How the f** can you be so mean? Writing raps i'm just a Safeer