#3AM - 3am thoughts (Part 1) lyrics

It's the hard knock life but never underestimate me Err,Let me tell you my story When I was young I always saw my momma crying Would go like "f**s wrong with this b**h?" My dad be sledgin' me like I'm a f**in' Aussie on the pitch Would be the untouched at the weddings and f**in' odd dinners Fat kid on the block,not to forget Uni brow midget guy Now all these girls thinkin' I'm attractive "Oh he's so attractive" Tables turn so quick,I never knew Met this guy,thought he had changed my life but then I woke back into the reality,straight went to fap Want to be a rapper,I have other plans too Never was this good,now I'm goin' "Ooh" Met the love of my life,never mind boo I'm a failure at school These motherf**ers just don't get me I'm almost betrayed every f**in' day I Give life to my lifeless soul,for a second I thought I was in Seoul,Damn I'm so bored Despite the fact I love my girl,but I just don't like her Everywhere I look it's the same old scenes going past me I don't want to be a victim of reality Sucidal thoughts is what hype me I'm not mainstream,b**h I am the man on this street Getting heat,3rd quarter still can't get my god damn seat I get what I desire but still something is missing sh**,I sound like a f**in' sissy I love God but do I love God? I love God but do I serve god? You see what I did there? k**uminati,Eyes closed,Illuminati I just would love to have fun with somebody Let's throw some party and get naughty Then Publish as the best nominee sh**,I ain't gettin' broad So,I'mma probably go like "f** the world" Struggled all through my life At the end of the day it's just who you are and who you choose to be And you are? I'm the one who keep makin' it like I'm on some focused sh** All this time,I'm just playing my part.I ain't doing sh** Paul Mitchell for my hair,just so your b**h knows The reason why I'm fresher than your ho I keep it gold,Head to toe.Who you trying to buy my boy? I'll never get sold I'm On that same old motto,your girl just cracked up.The fake Manolo might made her wacked up I'm just fed up,All this sh** got me messed up Just sick and tired of being sick and tired Heard you said something,it's okay cuz I was just nut busting f** around I was never trusting on you anyways 3 in the morning,I'm on this lavish Airways I keep doing it like it's my motherf**ing job Only one who made it out through the dark Youngin's need inspiration but the G.O.V.T just given' em Asprinations I never get dictated cuz I'm the Adolf.Sagafillini myself f** that,let's get us some wealth Smokin' loud,riskin' my health I'm just depressed I got people on my back,I'm never gonna tell Jus' when I thought it felt like I was at the end of the road My boy O,gave me an antidote 100 was the call,we just made it more He's the day one guy,keep it real,I ain't f**in' with any other friend Stop claimin',You never gonna be famous Only God can judge me,so stop complainin' Never thought I could f** with the fairest girl on the planet,I did it But ain't no love for you hoes cuz y'll crazy Just check out my wrist Take a glimpse of my past,I swear you ain't gettin' it even a lil bit of that No more tears comin' down through my eyes No love found,No love lost 100mm Hi Top on my feet,0.45 on my gut Just so if I ever had to bust a nut I'm out,f** Dirty sprite in my bladder Straight out the 3rd world,I'm peaceful Never pulled a trigger Climbed the ladder like I'm a rat searchin' for some cheddar Woke up,Livin' my dream Livin' better than how your grandpa left it Sprinkled up,I'm high forever Others abandoned this,I'm still gonna dig it This for people like me,who go through sh** everyday and still make it Jus' let em' know,You can't f** with the God's men cuz then you gotta suffer And that ain't on,isn't it? [Outro:Future] Even I look at my diamonds sometimes and kiss em That's why my x my x and I don't miss her The way she acting right now I should of pimped her Throwing shots of liquor on my liver my n***a Even my n***as know I love em my n***as And ain't no love for you hoes you hoes crazy And we ain't neva gone fold we stay faded Yeah we stay faded