I can't free myself of the suspicion For your motives on your mission Some people live for the rules I live for exceptions Can't take part in the deception But I know just how it feels To want to blow the world away Just to get to what is real It won't work 'cause Everybody grinds to a halt now and then Everybody's game gets salt then again No matter what the papers say, they're normal as they come Bodyguards, ball of wax, the hide behind the gun They get a panic pulse when they are so far from home To me that is the reason to continue to roam Exhilaration mix with the people skunk blazing Checking out the shows that are sadly un-amazing Hostile apostle, who are you following Negative energy that you're swallowing Some coked out malcontent Who's soul is up for rent Victim of lost soul, hostile apostle Unlimited in time and space and nearest universal Light is what we're reachin' for, it's not rehearsal Follow this around, follow this hustle Makin' use of everything, movin' all your muscle Angry human leads impressionable boy To skulls and piercings and will to destroy All of your heroes speak nothing to me One emotion, one tempo, and no real feeling In this field we are the presence of the thoughts you're missin' Keepin' positive intact from all the people dissin' Open your eyes, look at who you're kissin' If you can't hear it people, just listen Hostile apostle, who are you following Negative energy that you're swallowing Some coked out malcontent Who's soul is up for rent Victim of lost soul, hostile apostle Angry human leads impressionable boy To skulls and piercings and will to destroy All of your heroes speak nothing to me You don't have to be a prick just to be heavy Chaingin' all the time we changin' all the same Change in this life and this eternal flame Warm in the sun, refresh in the breeze Glow in the stars, blossom in the trees Livin' through life in infinite extent Spread undivided, operate unspent No high, no low, no great, and no small Build and bound, connect and equal all