2x4 - Rot lyrics

I need my soul to part from my body I want my teeth to disintegrate, let my skin wither away My heart must be ripped from my chest Through all the ribs and bones And split into the nothing it is Pour my guts out for all to see This body is now obsolete Crack my skull, pick apart my brain That's the only way I'll feel again Maybe I'll be with him, there is no more pain No sickeness can reach this high No heartbreak, no mind will go to The darkest corners to sit and rot In d**h there is happiness Push my thoughts to the back of my mind Only to feel rest again Searching for something but always hiding Drowning my pain in a pool of grief Lay to rest this buoyancy and sink Be submerged in the thought of complacency Life is about the moments Bathe in it, there's no second chance I'm already half way down the road And there's no turns I still can't see the end