2x4 - Destroy (A Mother's Beauty) lyrics

Living behind a pew, I went searching for sin When it's right in the room, my vision was foggy Never seeing the people that needed me How could I not see I lay a waste for mother? Who is too strong to scream and I am too strong to believe I fix my eyes toward this window to my soul I was so cold I lived a shameful life Spreading hate with judgement I never lived until it was over But then it was too late It's never enough for me My cup filled with tears from my mothers pain That's not what I wanted to believe She's beautiful and free I drink this cup on Sunday Searching for peace without understanding Searching for religion as a form of release God's hands were clean I stuck the needle in my eye We live in a world of hate A broken bone for every home It's not enough we want more Let's take this crown Put it on and make it our own Trying to forget the things I've seen And destroying the hope of beauty The love for my mother Was everything I couldn't be