[Intro] Look I be dealing with a lot Don't nobody understand my pain Look I keep my head high no matter what I never hold my head down [Hook] Walk through the rain with my head held high I'll never hold it down Friends change like the wind on me I can't understand how Blowing this smoke cuz I can't cope with this pain that I feel I been dealing with depression, you don't know how it is Walk through the rain with my head held high I'll never hold it down Friends change like the wind on me I can't understand how Blowing this smoke cuz I can't cope with this pain that I feel I been dealing with depression, you don't know how it is [Verse 1] Been fighting depression and fighting anxiety I could barely even sleep 1 to 10, what's your pain? Past 10 cuz it's deep Look in my eyes and you may see that I'm misunderstood My grandma get mad when I come around and I ain't got nothing for her Ain't even rich and I'm going through problems Tend to get mad when I think too much My up and end and out the can Addicted to powder, you drink too much Too much going on that I don't even know Out on bond and I'm waiting for court [?] got life when he made it to court Pray to god I don't make it to court I swallow all my problems with this pill Lord forgive me for my sins Make em disappear And the same for my friends if they don't keep it real To the end Imma be the same, Imma keep it real [Hook] Walk through the rain with my head held high I'll never hold it down Friends change like the wind on me I can't understand how Blowing this smoke cuz I can't cope with this pain that I feel I been dealing with depression, you don't know how it is Walk through the rain with my head held high I'll never hold it down Friends change like the wind on me I can't understand how Blowing this smoke cuz I can't cope with this pain that I feel I been dealing with depression, you don't know how it is [Verse 2] Sometimes I get mad and I think about crashing No one help my situation Facing life up the road, lord know I'm going crazy Talked to my momma, she said that she worried Told my momma don't be worried Got to sit back and come with a plan Like how the hell Imma go get the ems Worst come to worst, I got to go scam Hit a few licks come back with them shams Work through the sack, trying to get rich Got to do it for my momma Tired of the struggle Trying to live luxurious So my family ain't got to want for nothing But money it don't solve all problems And I'm dealing through a lot tho On my mind, I got a lot tho And you don't really know how I feel I dealing with depression man this sh** real [Hook] Walk through the rain with my head held high I'll never hold it down Friends change like the wind on me I can't understand how Blowing this smoke cuz I can't cope with this pain that I feel I been dealing with depression, you don't know how it is Walk through the rain with my head held high I'll never hold it down Friends change like the wind on me I can't understand how Blowing this smoke cuz I can't cope with this pain that I feel I been dealing with depression, you don't know how it is