Take from me the light I bet I could have had In one hand I'll wash the other in the sand I'd k** you but never had the chance come I never tried to be more than you The fallen pictures of a life engrossed in shame An empty chair to engulf my mind at ease A suicide resting on the shelf right next to me Your catharsis I'll k** you, look in the eye, caught looking away I'll k** you, look in the eye, now face your self Ten hands surrounding all that I ensue Bathe the thread the needle head is pushing thru You watched me collapse inside myself I should have tried to be more than you I bide time and it's all because of this A broken vase and the wilted flower died Unresting dreams, skies awaken in the dead of night My catharsis I'll k** you, look in the eye, caught looking away I'll k** you, look in the eye, now face your self Down by me, surrounding everybody Always me, blocking them out of life Dust and dreams settle in the font yard Born to break everything inside of me I won't breathe I can't see anymore I hate you all A faceless body full of pain A beggars body bled for days A ba*tards body crucified I watched my body float away Bleed like me You took, you knew Self reflection always leads to you Fear and doubt it's all I ever knew Suicide destroys the obvious It's not that simple Fall apart, little boy terrified Go, judge your life away It falls from me It flows thru me, then falls away