Incwell - Moment of Clarity lyrics

I'm pushing a buck fifty I got the gun up in the truck with me I tell my man to hop out cause I'm riding this road and make no mistakes I'll be dying alone as long as I'm in control, you remember the fast lane it had me bent hurting swerving in the black range, well this the sequel, and hell with the trilogy all cause the grief gone probably end up k**ing me right before I reach home, I got to make my peace soon man to God I merked a 5th of vodka plus I'm off them handlebars, gray goose in the glove box next to the tres deuce that I'm gone bust off when I channel the heart sometimes I really wondered how I managed from start lost so much already it's so hard to stand up this far and in the face of adversity I'm stressed out evil chased me unmercifully this is my moment I throw on my hazards and pull over to the side of the road, this is my moment of clarity, the gun is co*ked safety unlocked I'm ready to go, this is my moment of clarity, I've seen enough but I know that I haven't seen it all, this is my moment of clarity, so understand in life before you walk you got to crawl, this is my moment of clarity This is what happens when you try to starve your pain pretend it don't exist but the scars still remain, you just a hardened frame but pictures never lie it's a cold world so affliction in disguised and it's been my choice to go picking through the mind but when you find out the truth it's you innocence that dies, so now I'm riding this road won't answer my celly cause I'm in the zone just driving this road the Glock in my lap wheel in my left hand a bottle of yac as I guzzle Excedrin, fading I'm slipping trying not to nod off it's tricky cause I'd hate to take somebody with me, so I pull over put the gun in my mouth start at 100 and I go backwards and count, it's about keeping consciousness, as I think back on all my accomplishments, this is my moment I throw on my hazards and pull over to the side of the road, this is my moment of clarity, the gun is co*ked safety unlocked I'm ready to go, this is my moment of clarity, I've seen enough but I know that I haven't seen it all, this is my moment of clarity, so understand in life before you walk you got to crawl, this is my moment of clarity