Incryptid - "My Life" lyrics

I used to dream of a better life/ Dreaming of fortune and what its like/ Never will I take back things Ive done/ I'm me and I will change for no one/ I will smoke and drink/ Everyday blunts wtf you think/ I used to think and predict/ What my life would be without this sh**/ This is me this is all Im worth/ I was definitely born to do this since birth/ (chorus) All my life I knew something was missing/ All these thoughts got me reminiscent/ About the life I had as I kid/ Im reflecting all the things I once did/ I didn't have the best life and I know that/ But its my life ill never give it back/ (verse 2) Grown up now all alone/ Its just me mom and daddy's gone/ Trying to get god to forgive my sins/ Done a lot of sh** nowhere to begin/ Trying to do good but its hard/ Got no life its like I'm trapped behind bars/ No matter what ima try to give back/ My way is thru written rap/ I start to wonder where ill go when I die/ Will I rot in the ground or fly in the sky/ Done a lot of sh** can't you tell/ If I died today would I burn in hell/ (chorus)