Incryptid - "Lifelong Journey" lyrics

#1 Lifelong Journey (intro) Since the first day i started writting,i knew i would achieve How you gonna go somewhere if yourself,dont even believe I had no experience in this,started feeling naive Just let the chapters begin on this lifelong journey/ (verse 1) With the pen to a page,i established a path Following step by step,until i get to the last Cannot tell you the end,unless i tell u the past Compare me to the others,youll see the contrast,/ And if you care to differ,we can settle the conflict So called rappers convey no meaning,they just spitting sum nonsense Dont state ur opinion,i dont care for no comments This is the building blocks,thats leading to progress,/ With the penmanship im creating this word-play When life gives u trouble,you just have to convey Cuz i a**ure you patience and virtue,is the key to solace Life has its own way of letting things fall into place/ Then i started to lose focus,while some things got blurry Smoking weed at 13,was way too early But for me it was like,there was nothing but glory Continued to do d**,cuz they cured my worries/ At this point my life was a mess and I had nothin left and god sent me a message Said everything ive ever done was always a lesson And things determined id if i go to hell or to heaven/ (Verse 2) Know that everydays the first, for the rest of your life Cuz tommorow might be the day, u standing before christ Never commited always lived in strife, til u came And showed me what your touch feels like/ Now that we'ved moved on, to a newer chapter Not thinking bout now, thinking bout life after Thought i believed, but i was only an actor Now i know that, your my savior and answer/ Answer, to all the lifelong problems Couldn't live with em no more, had to solve em Gotta make it happen with limited options But its gonna take sum, preception and knowledge/ Used to feel that, my soul was out in the wrong Cared bout nothing cept, feeling like i belonged Held it off for a while, something that i prolonged Learn to look through, the valley and beyond/ You just might see, some things u never seen If you dont have faith, then what u gonna beleive And just cuz you dont got it, you dont gotta conceive Thats something thats sacred, not something thats free/ (Verse 3) Nothing is free in this life we live Its filled with constant temptations forcing us to sin/ And they say that my past was dark But they only seen whats outside not whats in my heart/ All the sins and temptations he's tryna pull a heist But i will never give into satan cuz i live my life thru Christ/ Im no saint and im man enough to admit it Lets try to be honest society affecting our children Filling there minds with brainwash and bullsh**/ I know what its like cuz i had to live thru it But we can do better let think about our future/ Think about why do we live when do we die Life hasnt been easy its been a rough ride/ Still wanna see the light got my eyes open wide But ive been an anomaly a true Jekyll and Hyde/