Incryptid - "If The World Ends?" lyrics

If I put my trust in god They say ill go to heaven Whether I go forward or back It'll be the right direction/ If the world happens to end I hope that I can say goodbye Give my farewells to my family While I am still alive/ They know where I come from And the sh** that I been through I now know that Its a huge pile of sh** too/ My life is filled with So much tragic and mishaps Everything's been going good Then suddenly I get slapped/ If tomorrow just happens To be the Armageddon Then id say my last prayers And walk that stairway to heaven/ I feel like I'm confused I had nothing to lose Asked god to take Satan outta my life and hes been removed/ And why I choose to live my life this way I don't know maybe today Would be a time for a change/ With all these d** Im sure my brain is in constant decay/ Now my darkest days Have come to see the light of day/ Deep in my veins Is nothing but the scars that remain/ Sometimes ya own homies end up Being the ones who backstabbing Now there burned in the ashes Nothing left but pure pa**ion/ And this music will always be my life So Ill never give up rapping/ If the world happens to end I just pray to God I make it At times I mess up Due to the drama that's created/ Know I'm grateful for my fam And all the blessings that I have Rejecting negativity Accepting heavens plan/ Wishing I could cross the gates Im feeling lost in this place I've Learned not to trust Cause all it ever caused me was pain/ Stand my myself as I walk thru the rain With a cloud of smoke blinded by fog in my face/ People these days ain't all what they say Act grimy on the low Catch you somewhere pretend its all straight I tried to help But I ain't seeing none of yall change Acting shady now that you done got some dollars your way No more involvement with snakes Success is calling my name I ain't bout to be a rapper to fall in the game I know it sounds lame but homie I know what im talking bout You judge and hate but im just trying to be one of the rawest out Call me stupid but you soon bout to receive the truth Your own homies scheming thinking of some evil moves Bible in my room never let the demons thru And you can find my in the booth speaking truth