In Tenebris - Chrysalis lyrics

Fixating on my wounds again Pulling at my limbs just to see how far I bend Persuing every detail in my skin I am self dissection and I cherish every pin This genocide behind my eyes Disposes of any piece that threatens to defy It never rests shedding every useless thing As I stretch towards complete autonomy I have forgotten How it feels To be clean and To be just me I am not lost I Am just in hiding To be held by time And take back my life I'll push this far enough to see How to take control over every part of me I contain everything I need To know that I'm alive all I have to do is breathe Alone, safe with the company I keep Except the needling of thoughts, pushed in way too deep I fear the ache that finds me in my sleep I know I can't run faster than the blood black night can creep Filling me up Making me whole Holding me close Letting me grow. freeing my soul