In Mourning - A Shade Of Plague lyrics

Red eyes from tears and all the sleepless nights Touched skin can never be washed clean again You are burned by the fire of his flame Trapped in the filth and all the f**ing shame Pushed down by disgust and desire Numbing the wounds with other wounds Here I am, you cannot see me But look me in the eyes when you cry I don't mind if you hide yourself, I will find Don't you make me angry this time You will never disappoint me again Bite the pillow and make no sound So Julia, darkness falls again You leave the light on by the window Praying to the moon and the stars That tonight you'll be left alone Forced into darkness by the fear of failing Held down into loneliness So beautiful but filled up with the tears and pain In constant hiding from his hungry eyes What is the price of lust, love and lies No one will find you hiding in your shadow land Wipe away all the tears from your eyes, can't you see Pull the sheets above your heads, try to fall asleep But scared to wake up by the sound of not being But scared to wake up by the sound Of not being on your own, all alone Forced into darkness by the fear of failing Held down into loneliness So beautiful but filled up with the tears and pain In constant hiding from his hungry eyes What is the price of lust, love and lies No one will find you hiding in your shadow land