Reaching depth of clarity I'm not supposed to be like this I should be on the top of the world Is anybody out there like me? I followed something's missing Self control forcing me down Whispers consume the air Above Earth I'm endless When the rain comes falling I'll freeze, I'm so afraid When things start to flood me I will drown in seconds Fear - there's a way out Touch of red - Break away Nothing has it all Bury the place I've been I fear there's a way out As if I ever had a choice All in the hands of the energy Once again I feel the quicksand Swallow me, tonight I won't struggle The weak in me should know I'm as sober as I could be --- .