Imperfect Mythos - Tear Apart lyrics

Moved eons ago never unpacked When're try become sidetracked On my real home hundreds miles away Outcast by what the others say Ever since I fell in love with hate Reality became hard to escape Take a bathroom break to clear my head Swear this desk'll be my d**hbed Failing basic tasks success elusive But I'm smart enough to admit I'm stupid My sanity is a house of cards falling Every so often hear voices calling I can see them, their happiness Only enhances my crabbiness Rotting away acting all aloof Presented lies as if the truth Weaving together cosmic thread Retrain accept incoming dread d**h aligns with the cosmic Cancerous cares a promised Called my fathers spitting image The similarities eerily vivid By the time you codify concept I'll already found your lies connect My mirror is broken from fatal Desire to recreate every fable I resided in during decades Prior to psyche being loaded grenade People hate me fore I even speak Tell me that wouldn't make you weak Occasion wish died in that accident Then won't be an embarra**ment But I more often wanna k** em This point no clue who's the villain Me, them, some else entirely Trapped in happiness sobriety I pretend I don't give a f**, lying Wanna be accepting but finding Blueprints to societal respect Difficult in hands of societal reject Bound my hands together Mood syncs with stormy weather Claim I'm atheist but pray at times What they did to me should be crime My reflection feels like another's Roll windows shut eye's cover I related to animals over humans Maybe this's cruel show like Truman I do something dumb, lose friends Regret it and then do it again I was a victim before it was the trend On others briefly grow to depend If god exists he has sick sense of humour Evil is proven and good's a rumour I swear from body and the mind If I die it'll be before my time Reality's a lie we all hold residence Know it's wrong but need evidence But I notify the paper hearts A shredder makes them tear apart Tired off being pawn in their game Of chess it's bordering on insane Locusts devour my whole body Humanity decreed me an oddity d**h is fun for the whole family Unexplained hatred commonality Which binds me to this fate Operation on my psyche it undertake Dropped my body into boiling water Now you don't get benefit of slaughter Hear accept as your final wish Presentation of self destruction as gift