Imperative Reaction - Rift lyrics

Here I stand all alone Drowning in regret I have myself to blame again No words can make ammends I am the damage I am the loss I am everything that breaks down I am the reason I am the cause I am the wound I'll never close These things I never wanted Tearing through me Destroying everything I've done My rotten whispers Speak to no one Yet these walls will not fall down Rift It's breaking me down And no one ever seemed to see How much it really meant to me It cut me deeper than we knew And all the things we ever felt Are buried underneath my guilt Rift It's expanding with time And the storm I brought between us Will burn us forever I've lost everthing inside I have torn apart the threads that held my soul together One more time And all I've had I've lost One by one they fall apart again My tortured mind cannot revive The dreams I've thrown away this time I've almost lost myself I've never been so alone Your memory never fades I don't want what I've become But I am left with this I trapped myself Inside believing I would never lose my ground I forced you out alone My world fell apart the day you left Don't go away