Imaginery - Roughly Scratched But Alive lyrics

Now when the war has come Somehow I don't feel so strong I haven't been asleep for seven days Afraid of the shadows But what can I do? And when I got shot in my left thigh It was a blessing in disguise I'm hurt but I'm alive I think I'm going home I am fine, roughly scratched but alive I'm alright can't believe I survived Going home, spend some time on my own I'm moving on, right now I don't mind to live alone I'm driving this lonesome road Trying to find my way home The memories attack about the war I feel like a sinner But I had no choice I am no military man But they told me to k** and to defend I know that I'm alive because I shoot 'em down