iLoveMakonnen - My Life Is a Joke lyrics

[Verse] I think my life is a joke I might be on too many drugs I lost so many friends I don't know who to hug I wonder why I try I swear my friends are on dope All them looking for drugs All they really wanna do is get high I wonder why, do I try? Yeah I think my life is a joke, sometimes I think my life is a joke, sometimes The cruel ones played on me Since I was so young I used to want to run away to somewhere fun Well I could hide I need you inside I remember bein' alone All those nights, I used to want to run away To somewhere bright And smile And feel alright, yeah I've been through so much pain It helped me gain a lot I wonder if I enjoyed a sunday if it rained alot I cry, yeah Thinkin' bout my past times So many I wanted to be here right with me They had to leave, unexpectedly And I try to be there for them