Illmaculate - 2 Much lyrics

[Verse 1: Illmaculate] I try to tell her that, girl I'm going nowhere Even though I am, but I'm sure there'll be a phone there Yeah, it's so perfect that we're both here Given certain things that we learned from on the road here It's too much, now she's heard it with her own ears Goosebumps on her skin surface from the cold tears Soaked shirt collar, try to hold her close, console her Let her know these are things That we're supposed to grow from I ain't been this close to no one in so long I know for the moment we've chosen to hold on It'll iron out, can't bear to see her crying now Mascara leaking on my account Listen, babe, I am out, no love lost, but I'm finding out Give and take is what life's about Ain't concerned with the who, what, why, how All I know is that this is too much [Verse 2: Only One] I try to tell her that, girl I'm going nowhere They tell me that I am, and I tell them that I don't care I been to Hell and back, and now I feel numb It made me jealous back then and it still does The truth is too much, and I'm real do or die Asking, who am I? I used to wish you would die Let the day we were introduced rewind Just reverse the day, instead of curse I'll pray That you'll be happy and peaceful And have a family, but it can't be with me though Yeah, we move on, I pray I'm ‘bout to Get to a number I can't count to, without you Remember, someone can kiss you soft like me Might get you off like me, but it's not by me Nah, and I ain't concerned with the who, what, why, how All I know is that this is too much [Verse 3: Illmaculate] I try to tell her that, girl I'm going nowhere Even though I am, that's the purpose of the cold stares Separation will hurt, but let your cheeks dry I ain't caging this bird, now let your wings fly She already knows, we discussed it I told her that her man sees beauty and seeks ownership of it He only wants someone to control like a puppet That's not me! Even though I'm no one to judge him That's not me! But there's a problem with that either-or If you're real with them, then they miss that even more It's a catch-22, kinda funny when I think about her Now I got a text coming through If I don't 'M' you, I don't pretend to It's been eventful, now what's the next move? Ain't concerned with the who, what, why, how All I know is that this is too much right now