Illmaculate - So Familiar lyrics

[Verse 1: Illmaculate] [?] Your stars align for a brief moment in space and time I think bigger, I live smaller like God-willing My ink's dripping, I've been caught up my feelings Inspiration tidal waves flood this ocean [?] I surf the wake not noticing it's drowning those around me Unintended my sword sharpened I'm unprojected 'Cause while I'm swinging it cuts my flesh with it's double-edges Love, depression, lust, obsession Search for one connection But d** and s** are just embedded in our muscle memories The hustle's endless A lone wolf on the hunt for breakfast Counting on my right hand, man, that's my shrunken friend list Sometimes I'm too abstract In hopes my process free you But most people are people people, I only talk ideas Sometimes I'm too distracted Sometimes my focus k**s you How's it feel so foreign now with someone so familiar? [Chorus: Illmaculate] Tell me what you want (tell me what you want) Why's it feel so foreign now with someone so familiar? Tell me what you want (tell me what you want) Why's it feel so foreign now with someone so familiar? Tell me what you want, it's a world of want Why's it feel so foreign now with someone so familiar? Tell me what you want, it's a world of want Why's it feel so foreign now with someone so familiar? [Bridge: Illmaculate] So familiar [Verse 2: Illmaculate] And I just feel the need to let you know We get where we're going even if by separate roads A restless soul I've never seen you as a stepping stone Even when I burn the bridge and seen the tunnel entrance closed We put it all on the line then our connection froze Sending love letters sealed with X's, O's I swear my exes I swear your flesh is gold I treat you like a petaled rose [?] beauty never plucked you from your roots I let you grow [Chorus: Illmaculate] Tell me what you want (tell me what you want) Why's it feel so foreign now with someone so familiar? Tell me what you want (tell me what you want) Why's it feel so foreign now with someone so familiar? Tell me what you want, it's a world of want Why's it feel so foreign now with someone so familiar? Tell me what you want, it's a world of want Why's it feel so foreign now with someone so familiar? [Verse 3: Illmaculate] It's not what you say but how you say it It's not what you make but how you felt when you made it It's not what you tell me, it's more than what you show me I might be preaching to Jesus, that's when she told me Tell me something I haven't heard, make it real Tell me something without the words, make me feel I feel like no excuses I feel like bite the bullet I feel like "oh, I blew it" I feel like that's some bullsh** I feel at home alone I feel uncomfortable I feel it's all my fault I feel like f** you too I feel like I've been cheated I feel I've cheated you I feel like ya'll been sleeping But I'm a dreamer too I'm a dreamer too I'm a dreamer too I'm a dreamer too (on my way) I'm a dreamer [Chorus: Illmaculate] Tell me what you want (tell me what you want) Why's it feel so foreign now with someone so familiar? Tell me what you want (tell me what you want) Why's it feel so foreign now with someone so familiar? Tell me what you want, it's a world of want Why's it feel so foreign now with someone so familiar? Tell me what you want, it's a world of want Why's it feel so foreign now with someone so familiar? [Outro: Illmaculate] This a world of want Tell me what you want You just gotta grab it We're defined by our habits