Illmaculate - Oscar Nominee lyrics

[Verse 1: Illmaculate] I know I might be tripping, I just feel like I'm the GOAT I know, I know that I'm a bit bias sh**, I ride my dick so often I don't got no room for b**hes or these dick riders f** these dick riders I'm my biggest critic and my biggest fan, I swear that life's a trip You want a life like this? sh**, one minute I'm like "God damn man, now you's a cold a piece" Next one I'm like "I ain't sh**" Hold up, I'm the sh** Inner conflict, failure and what's been accomplished We just on two different planes now, who's in the co*kpit? Best friends that never talk, chicks I get involved with Every win took several losses, the lessons daunting Trying to evil backwards, stepping forward What you jealous for? Told her water don't flow upward and to never force it Steady courses over rocky roads, heading toward them Heart and soul speak volumes to me but my head ignores them [Hook: Illmaculate] If they were giving Oscars out for acting like you give a f** Then I would probably be a nominee And I would have an Oscar now for acting like I give a f** I'm sorry but no apologies If they were giving Oscars out for acting like you give a f** Then you would probably be a nominee I would probably have an Oscar now for acting like I gave a f** I'm sorry but no apologies [Verse 2: Illmaculate] Got us playing the background, yeah, that role Camped out in this gla** house as we cast stones Gla** full but my hat low, there's a side that I can't show Like the pa**code on my trap phone, I'm an a**hole Look at what we've become I wonder why she so fragile, she wonder why I'm so numb I wonder why I'm concerned, focused on getting this bread She wonder why I'm so extra, don't let it get to your head I said, I know we started on the low, right But somewhere along the road we must have lost control Made a movie called Heart and Soul About someone who lost them both, who played the starring role? Hook [Verse 3: Illmaculate] Recently your moods seem to be confused Even if your lips don't move your wounds speak to me the truth I think our frequencies are skewed We go in circles, keep me in the loop Jesus please excuse the evil deeds we do She should probably get an Oscar for the best performance, uh huh You should probably get an Oscar for the best performance I see you, I see you Hook