Illmaculate - Nearsighted lyrics

[Intro] It's like it's a beautiful thing, man Like every second is an opportunity, you know? Just whether you cash in on that, the window never closes Look... [Verse 1] Wake up in the morning and I'm thankful that I'm still alive Never complacent with this hunger that I feel inside No swishers, no herb, when tryin' to fill our high Not a man govern by urges but what I feel aside Tryin' to learn something new, absorb it all in That's what I do and I'm all in Cause I'm comfortable in my own skin I try to give you the truth, they looking at me like, "come again" Once again, I'm a man with flaws But understand it y'all: we all have things we can practise on Yeah and I'm sure we've all been there Time to prove there's more behind my words than thin air The greatest award follows the hardest struggle That's what I keep telling myself So, excuse me if what you say gets ignored I'm just focused on me and not everyone else... I'm sorry! [Hook] I can't see past my own nose I know I have my own flaws I can only see what's in front of me Why they looking at me like, "what's been up with me?" X2 [Verse 2] What's been up with me lately? I don't know I'm just focused on beats, paving my own road Yeah... I plan to stay in my own zone No self examination – you won't grow I take time out of every day, I focus on mistakes I made Tryin' to grind out every way, cause life is a paper chase I'm sick of running this hamster wheel Thinking it'll all pay off one day And f** all this rapping sk** I'm in St. Johns going the wrong way down a one way I feel like I'm in need of my homies And everybody keeping me closely But, obviously I owe an apology To everybody thinking they know me... so, I'm sorry! [Hook] I can't see past my own nose I know I have my own flaws I can only see what's in front of me Why they lookin' at me like, "What's been up with me?" X2 [Verse 3] So stuck in my own world but worst of all I ain't tryin' to place hurt on y'all, nah... If you know me then you learn my flaws And I promise I'ma work on returning cause I feel so bogged down No job doesn't mean no roadblocks but he won't stop now Oh God, he's just on his soapbox now He's an fiend for attention and that won't stop now, either Think of all the leisure time he has It's greedy as what they redefine me as Selfish? I can take that, awesome But it's all gonna pay back in the long run I'll hit you back ASAP, we can talk, we can catch up Either show me less love or wish me best luck Either way we can pick up where we left off When everything is different, you should just know... I'm sorry! [Hook] I can't see past my own nose I know I have my own flaws I can only see what's in front of me Why they looking at me like, "What's been up with me?" X2 [Outro] What's been up with me lately, man? I do not know I know it's time to prove there's more behind my words than thin air Like I said... And this is step one *Hook repeats till end*