Illdisposed - Return From Tomorrow lyrics

Nowadays I go blind when they say there's more to our lives then all the d**h and misery in which I dwell and has my needs Should say I believe in me should make some sense in my life But with a dark wind in my face I admit I'd rather be dead But in the darkness they search for souls to help a**isting the minds of the evil erupt Hidden for mortals revealed as you're dying in chambers of sonic disgust Places devoted to serve the almighty of whom I can say nothing good In silence I learned to adjust to his temper I followed my own path again Introspection I'm filled with perfection my inner stream must by caressed I know what to do with my mortal possessions but restless just wanna go back Mellow entrapments captures the life of only the weak not from me they see the hate in my eyes She undresses I'm cold in my eyes she can see where I've been All of my dreams reincarnated thoughts from behind She whispers I'm still the only one In my eyes she can see where I've been I feel so heavenly when the mist clears all of my mind and I look back to the day where I was guided into the light God as infamous you must obtain my light in your crystal return it to whome it belongs Keep out the questions involving my gestures towards your domain the unknown Handle my case as if I were your true son neglecting my chance in this world Help me provend any wrong turns when crossing and soon you'll see me again