Illdisposed - Never Ceasing Melancholic lyrics

He will lead you to the end Like you lead a horse to water I myself was gluttonous man Disembodied by the Lord Spring my life is led astray Forced by melancholy and hate I've got my soul misplaced But I know who seals my fate He tells me poetry And lets me spread the omen I am blind but yet alive Slowly I'm reborn, servant of an instant call Serving only for the Lord Some say I'm vicious, but they don't know him at all It's just an issuance of those who envy me Take my hand and I will show you Relations to weakness make you wanna cry My addiction to nothingness I aggravate The persecution of innocence is now at stake A simulation of consciousness believes in me Other species of a dying race are kneeling to pray