Ill Will - Words from the Deceased lyrics

[Hook] I've been out drinkin again I know sometimes its wrong but I just stopped trusting in chance To help me, I know your saying it will Be fine and In the end will all be great but I just can't find peace and ease To help me get through these times cause These are words from the deceased [Verse 1] I swear things in my life just aren't workin out for me It might look big but wares out fast like D batteries I'll give you some clarity We workin endless hours just to make a decent salary Then give half of what we make to the white house Like we're a motherf**in charity I got insecurities, don't embarra** me Embarra**ingly unbearable How do you survive knowing that your d**h is inevitable Makin mistakes was never my goal Hold the phone cause I never be home Too busy at times, tryin to save kids minds From being hypnotized to realize that their life is a lie If you don't see what I mean clean your mind cause your blind Intertwine with the letters with each rhyme so every time The verb is hidden within the lines given the signs They're devine but what you can't see with your eyes Is what you can't believe with your mind So you sit back and wonder how the f** I summoned these chimes Yea you know what they say about a straight edge I guess when we see the flag and we pledge All the pride we have left goes straight to our heads We follow the crowds like its the walking dead and we're the zombies Im walker lookin for a brain But none of you have one so don't taunt me Im promptly isolated, your faded, precipitated While all the others participated to f** up their lives And get brain dead and beat their so called future wives Then slice their throats with the knifes And here I am With truth serum and ridleyn I thought I was makin the right decisions But then again [Hook]