Ill Angelic - Faded lyrics

Darkness comes and swallows everything I see A wind blows cold, piercing to my heart The gates draw near, I'm so afraid of what I've become Look at everything that's broken All my life now wasted away I never thought it would come to this I hate it, I hate it Time would say that when he's gone then I will see The way, the way my life was meant to be And I'm so far from where I should be So far from what I was hoping for Look at everything that's broken All my life now wasted away I never thought it would come to this I hate it, I hate it Everything has faded and I I can't believe my life is over This isn't what I wanted I hate it, I hate it God knows I tried so hard to run, forgetting everything I love For fear that I might slip away, away from You... God save me And give anything to live again I'd give anything for one last breath If only to scream to You, that I might be saved I'm letting go of everything