[Verse 1: Keto Matthew] Lately I've had a lot of questions pop in my brain (brain) I've also stopped caring 'bout a lot of things (yeah) And my friends been lookin at me strange (Whaa?) Because I haven't been acting the same That's because I've come a long way from that young boy you use 'to know' The one who's life was always better than the status quo But he didn't realize until it was too late And now everything he knew was about to change (Try to keep up) Daddy left the house, so I had to be the man Big bro was getting distant, was struggling with I am I couldn't blame him because I was too And my lil bros struggle now cause I don't know what to do I couldn't teach them like my dad taught me I wasn't ready for that responsibility Hoping someone can define masculinity Started wondering about my legacy.... Like what will my kids think of me? [Pre-Chorus: Jordan Nitchoff] Deep inside of me .....Somethin Somethin Deep inside of me [Chorus: Jordan Nitchoff & Keto Matthew] I got these thoughts deep in my head Feelings locked away in a chest I been trying to reach my goals But Lord knows I'm stressed Im so stressed Lord knows I'm stressed Lord knows I'm... I been trying to reach my goals But Lord knows I'm stressed Im so... [Verse 2: Keto Matthew] Searching...my soul in hopes of a sign That I'm not losing my talent or I'm wasting my time Reminded that I got no obligation to the steeple I should do it for the glory of God, not of His people I've never smoked, but I'm lying to say I don't think about it On the verge of tears thinking maybe I should just drown it (deep) Like these sorrows sink quicker in a pool full of liquor (why you babysittin' only two or three shots?) Feelings in my heart have started affecting my brain So nowadays every night I'm always up late Either working hard or thinkin' bout the one that got away .... But that's enough of that (that) Time to get back on track (yeah) Life's a journey and all God can do is give you the map Lord I apologize, for while your son was crucified, I spent too much time talking and 'not enough walking by your side' [Pre-Chorus: Jordan Nitchoff] Deep inside of me .....Somethin Somethin Deep inside of me [Chorus: Jordan Nitchoff & Keto Matthew] I got these thoughts deep in my head Feelings locked away in a chest I been trying to reach my goals But Lord knows I'm stressed Im so stressed (Lord knows I'm..) [Bridge: Jordan Nitchoff] Stop! Don't overthink Don't complicate your burdens... Give 'em to me