IGNORVNCE - Melting Peace lyrics

[ Verse 1 ] Stare into the mirror Fighting depression everyday Everyday a different n***a throwing salt in my ear, I let em Hate Cause if I had a dollar every time I OD'ed Mary Jane Or blew a doobie By the lake sh** I could be bill gates Why the hell I always feel like I'm critical condition ? Why I gotta be rich to get my b**h to pay attention ? Now another n***a hittin' End of life as we know it right ? Always broken hearted That's the life of a poet right ? Felling like a prototype With nowhere I can go tonight Momma told me boy you bout end up in That poverty Plans they use to leave me out But once I put a CD out And a video now all I hear is how they proud of me Product of a bad decision never Should've made Now my homies treat me like I'm part of some Bubonic Plagues Got me going through a phase From some hipercritic f** sh** Lost inside in a daze And I don't give a f** bout nothing [ Hook ] Don't give a f** what you think I got somewhere else to be Look in my eyes you can see That I'm drifting This what melting peace sound like [ Verse 2 ] Safe to say I'm going ghost on my Phantom status All I ever spit is cla**ic Work until I'm living lavish Trying to get my name established Waking up and I all I see is tree might be my saddest habit But I let it happen Screaming you ain't got the answers You the reason why I put my scriptures on the canvas When my life was hard to manage This the feeling that I had kept me running from the campus Disappointing both my parents Spitting just help the damage Now I got the world in my custody Phony n***as saying they got love for me Where the f** were you when I was begging for that company This ain't nothing new boy you can miss me wit The f**ery It's fading out The mediocrity Drowning in my philosophy Prolly walk on the stage like Get your dirty paws off of me Cause all you ever offer me is hypocritic f** sh** Trapped inside this maze And I don't give a f** bout nothing [ Hook ] Don't give A f** what you think I got somewhere else to be Look in my eyes you can See That I'm drifting This what melting peace sound like