Ignition - Previous lyrics

With a fist that won't knock on wood Unless it's knocking down doors I carry the weight of my world On my back, and heavy on my mind I've been here and back again So many times I start to wonder which is worse The punishments or the crimes There it is again, as if it ever left That same old look in your eyes Here i am again, as if i ever left Still scorned by last year's lies With a mouth that won't say anything kind Unless it's spitting out blood I carry the weight of my words On my mind, and heavy on my back Last time around i found The truth takes so many turns Why do i keep jumping into the fire When i know it always burns Here i go again, as if it wouldn't be One more walk along these boards Here i go again, as if i wouldn't try To make some sense of these words