IFloss - My Gra**y Knoll lyrics

Some times i sit at home and wonder is it all worth it Was I a mistake, and what happened at my birth kid Do you ever wonder these things, am I wrong For believing my mother don't love me cuz i'm strong And my dad was never there ever holding my hand I never had a shoulder to run to no best friend Does my brother feel the same way or does he really hate me Cuz I'm the youngest son quote unquote i'm the baby They hold me back these emotions kept dormant That's why i rap to live I gotta be my rap's foremen I'm stuck now, have I really found love Or what I'm feeling's intense lust add the pure dove Instrumentals in my ears punching keys ontop of keys To try to work towards a future gotta blossom, i'm a tree Do my tears fall cuz I feel I'm soo wrong In thinking everything could be solved if I stay strong I'm soo alone, always been misunderstood Never got any attention, like a soldier i stood Head held high, tears held back Now i got more to tell I deliver through my raps Remember don't fall, just stay super strong I swear I'll let you k** me if I ever steer you wrong You could k** me if i'm wrong, k** me if i'm wrong The weak die first, remember stay strong I stay strong, but does my dad really love me Look him in the eye, said he wants the best for me My mother's steady crying like i'm snorting white lines Marijuana never hurt no body, i'm done trying My brother's in another country, tryna stay strong I made his a** mellow when i told him he was wrong Fascades always crumble thunder always rumble And tears tend to fall when you let your gaurd fumble I'm in a jungle tryna build a city Writing rhymes to make em think, never copying diddy Will they ever feel me or will my buzz stay bald Pay attention when in school breeze needs to be a squall Forever stand tall stand out amongst the giants Gambling with Zeus Poseidon while petting my lion Babies crying, my mind is focused on soothing The pain we share while i make sure we're never losing I'm soo alone, always been misunderstood Never got any attention, like a soldier i stood Head held high, tears held back Now i got more to tell I deliver through my raps Remember don't fall, just stay super strong I swear I'll let you k** me if I ever steer you wrong You could k** me if i'm wrong, k** me if i'm wrong The weak die first, remember stay strong No matter how many days, weeks, months or years I'm focused on success, happiness I stay clear Of everything that tries to slow me down i'll drown it in a second Fluent with what i say, can't forget to count my blessings My life is clearly flawed makes me hate what i'm missing Nothing could seem to fill me up besides what i'm pissing The liquor in my system or the ganja in my veins Makes the problems in my brain go away i feel sane For a couple hours, but then i'm forced to go home Parents trying to keep me locked up i wanna be alone Lights off i'm in the zone wishing things just changed But one thing i've learned is don't sit around and wait Opportunities will pa**, friends yell kiss my a** Cuz when you up they all around but when you fall they'll watch you drown Searching for a crown while i wonder if it fits And if it don't then fxck it just fall in love with this I'm soo alone, always been misunderstood Never got any attention, like a soldier i stood Head held high, tears held back Now i got more to tell I deliver through my raps Remember don't fall, just stay super strong I swear I'll let you k** me if I ever steer you wrong You could k** me if i'm wrong, k** me if i'm wrong The weak die first, remember stay strong Mixtape can be found at www.iFloss.bandcamp.com