Idiot Stare - To The Head lyrics

Cynicism k**s the will to live Success k**s the soul And if I were alive today I would surely let it all go Friends change quickly in a brutal world But they never had the rights to me "That's nice, it's great to meet you" You're mine, invisibly Let's tally up the damage From all this negative energy And if the fallout takes you out You can lay all the blame on me I let it go to my head Crucified for intent of my crime Enslaved with a ball and chain Taking all the flak when I turned my back It's driven me insane That's right, I clawed my way to the top I never listened to a word they said And if I did it all their way I know I'd be better off dead