IDER - Face On lyrics

Baby, moved to my town just to watch me let him go I'd rather I didn't know Turned up to my work to tell me what a small world I'm just around the corner or so s**ing on a cigarette like the things I want to smoke must be joking Talking up my sleeve like this heart is hardly coping, I get [?] No, I can't, no, I can't, I'm letting over again Pull my hair out, I'm so tied up in the sh** we pretend I'll put my face on, you'll be the waste man that I know I failed Don't you know I cannot believe you? But I think I need you, I wish I could be [?] You're so sentimental, tryina keep it so real You don't know how I really feel Telling me I'm mental like it's not a big deal But I'm the one who gave you the wheel Flicking through my memories in case I must be wasting I'll go crazy If I don't recognized me, I look jaded, my identity is hazy No, I can't, no, I can't, I'm letting over again Pull my hair out, I'm so tied up in the sh** we pretend I'll put my face on, you'll be the waste man that I know I failed Don't you know I cannot believe you? But I think I need you, I wish I could be [?] Look at the people we're playing So make believe I wish the best for you But now that [?] about me Look at the damage we did But you won't go down You put the bullet in my pocket Watch yourself out No, I can't, no, I can't, I'm letting over again Pull my hair out, I'm so tied up in the sh** we pretend No, I can't, no, I can't, I'm letting over again Pull my hair out, I'm so tied up in the sh** we pretend I'll put my face on, you'll be the waste man that I know I failed Don't you know I cannot believe you? But I think I need you, I wish I could be [?]