Ida Gard - This Is an Ending lyrics

[Verse 1] This is my house These are my spoons I own these flies They love your soup Look at me, child Lend me your breath I want to slip Inside your head [Chorus 1] This is an ending I don't wanna recognize It's only an ending It don't mean I have to die [Verse 2] I hold my tongue They cannot know That I'm still here I said I'd go My precious boy With eyes that see The flesh and bones I used to be [Chorus 1] This is an ending I don't wanna recognize It's only an ending It's not like I have to die [Chorus 2] Some people don't need More than one goodbye But I keep pretending That I am still alive [Verse 3] I cannot sleep ‘Cause you keep me up at night I hear you weep So I stay by your bedside Gently kiss your cheek And hope to secretly Steal your life [Chorus 1] This is an ending I don't wanna recognize It's only an ending It's not like I have to die [Chorus 2] Some people don't need More than one goodbye But I keep pretending That I am still alive [Outro] If this is an ending If this is an ending Then it's an open kind