All of these things I try to do All of my rage I aim at you Sometimes my eyes go wild and I feel like I'm lost in time And sometimes I raise my head and look to the sky for consolation For all the love I give, I get nothing For all the love I show, you get colder And I spend all of my time again with you And I have chains around my heart again cause of you You've taken all I've known with you for sure Looking down at you again in fear I lose my mind, escape and try to run It turns my heart into a ball of fire Feels like I'm getting a fit. nothing's moving, even if I run Don't look at my mirror, it's turning blacker by the hour