Icon Of Coil - Existence In Progress lyrics

It's been times I've denied my existence Stretched out in Christ pose A puppeteer of a lost world If I only cause you rain I'll give you my skin So you can feel how I feel This is my existence Like I've never deserved it Somewhere along the line, I lost A crown of thorns were never my intention I'll stand below you, free you from blame And then I'll continue, living my life in vain