Ice Nine k**s - The Simple Act of Giving Up lyrics

Here I go again Put me on the first train heading eastbound And if by June I'm still alive I promise not to tell my dad I'm miserable But thanks for all his sacrifice Cause I'm ashamed of the things that I did I said whatever it took just to get her in bed It's kind of fun when you're only a kid But you grow up to learn that the scars you cut are permanent But I haven't had one drink in three whole years There's no need for drinking when you're not here Do you find it amusing that I'm seeing clear In this haze of hateful atmosphere So come on We're not fooling anybody tonight We're the king and queen of social-suicide And things aren't better now Knowing that we've never found anyone else So take me out Cause I'm a mess when I'm alone And if anyone can help I think I'm losing it I grab and hold on tightly but I start to slip I've got a problem with my self-control I fall in love when I'm with any girl But they got it wrong saying 'love is blind' It's fine It's just disguised as s** tonight And it's too hard to deny Now she's got that dress on You know the one that shows off The things that she could do to me And I'm taking lessons On how not to beg for s** When it's just a side effect we're feeling from the ecstasy So come on we're not getting any younger tonight You're the gracious host and I'm the parasite It's the simple act of growing old Mix it with chemicals and we're the end result Slow down cause I can tell when you're aroused Like now So take me out Cause I'm a mess when I'm alone And if anyone can help I think I'm losing it I grab and hold on tightly but I start to slip I've got a problem with my self-control I fall in love when I'm with any girl But they got it wrong saying 'love is blind' It's fine It's just disguised as s** tonight And as long as I'm alive I'll try to mend this broken future that we call life And I'm doing better all the time Just pretend you care for me tonight I think it's safe to say that I'll be fine this time. So take me out Cause I'm a mess when I'm alone And if anyone can help I'm losing it So this one goes out To all you love struck fools I've got news for you I know a thing or two on giving up To all you heartless souls I think it's best you know I play the leading role on giving up...