[Verse 1: Mays] Man in the flesh Boi in my heart Put conviction to the test When this life get hard Paralysis had me locked up in my bedroom Paralysis had me thinking i was dead too The rest the world, that pretty girl, you know the story No hero's journey, i won't tell you that i rose to glory Out the gurney at the brink i think that sh** is corny Cordially i tell you, you invited to this recording Five o'clock in the morning, mourning the night time Don't waste your whole life, waiting for the right time [Hook: Mays, Merhawi Tecle, and Ian McKee] Let the voices fade All the choices made you, (x2) I dream of paradise Mind stuck in paradigms (x2) [Verse 2: Mays] Aspiration on adderall, attitude on nzt You go and have withdrawals, question everything Don't believe everything you think, don't conceal things that you feel Don't sit still all day, tryna find out what is real Reel me in I'm too close to the edge Can't see the demons inside my head Invisible infrared, never wanna feel this again I know I will it's destiny Strapped up with the wrong weaponry Less self pity more empathy Won't love myself till I feel you bleed Believe in something higher Check desire at the door Find yourself some fire Somewhere deep inside your core I'm bored by all the benzes you can't bribe me with a porsche So pull off all your clothes and lie naked on the floor Now slowly rise to your feet, tell me what you stand for? What you stand for? [Hook: Mays, Merhawi Tecle, and Ian McKee] Let the voices fade All the choices made you, (x2) I dream of paradise Mind stuck in paradigms (x2) [Verse 3: Mays] f** a paradigm and a paradox Paired up with no cares I won't spare a lock Wear a box on your head like you scared of thought Pop the top off your dome then take straight shots like blah [Hook]