Ian Kelly - Understanding lyrics

Tired of mesmerized smiles you kept from me Your enemy Mirror, you sometime are my only company My terror Sleeping on a couch, springs are pocking ouch I am not a patient man Rocking on a chair, my soul demanding air A trip to the country and while I'm there Understand, what you want from me, I can't give you They are fat sounds coming out of my head But I can't seem to understand what they mean And louder voices talking I don't know they said It seems a man would leave this place People, try to understand, into the head of the man his hand is full of sand Dreaming, he's left his misery. Has money for a land, buys only the best brands People, try to understand, into the head of the man his hand is full of sand Dreaming, he's left his misery. Has money for a land, buys only the best brands Sleeping on a couch, springs are pocking ouch I am not a patient man Rocking on a chair, my soul demanding air A trip to the country and while I'm there Understand, what you want from me, I can't give you Why we cannot stand the better things We'd be on the top collectively The greater things are there for me See, I'm only shining in their shade