I See Stars - Where The Sidewalk Ends lyrics

My eyes shut and head faced down Sick, hurt, turned upside down Was this worth the waiting In the past when I was living it up And now I'm broken up screaming how I'm so sorry Just show me this once Just show me this once And would you show me a sign and I'll decide If you are real for me Brave man seeks through dark alleys Without love his spawn arrives I see that I am so sorry Please just forgive me for taking lives Is this real I can feel it but I can't see it I can feel it but I can't see it Can't seem to explain the speed of my heartbeat Can't help but smile can't help but stay for a while I am so lost without you Why everytime I run your there You end up right there behind me Were not alone It's not mine