Reaching and memory i'm not allowed to take a moment to forget who i used to be and learn who the f** i am now the tears for your benefit the show for your f**ing amusement so f**ing happy i'm laughing out loud laughing out loud laughing I've made my bed and shat in it i've turned into myself but in the future so f**ing proud of this i'm laughing out loud Reaching for memories confined victimless morality so blind there has to be a safer way to find to take me to your bitter place to fill my mind