I Made You Myself - Grew Some lyrics

Stay, love You and I rhyme There is life to be lived between us But I understand reasons within my control have opposed you and driven you straight Off the edge And with weight On your head You begin your descent Like an arrow struck deep into mounds of concrete You've done nothing but scatter your worth If not chipped, if not blunted yourself If not detached your head Anyone capable Of such thoughtless acts Willingly throwing themselves off that bridge Would surely be a product of such disconnect From their brain or their back But need I be reminded that the issue lingers deeper than the skin on you neck Was it your neck that stays tender? I feel I used to know these things once But God knows I'm far out of touch With your love I swear I never mean to bring it up Believe me I'm trying my best And I'm sorry if I keep repeating myself I keep repeating to myself The way I thought it was Carry on bare Away from the warmth of the radiant sun Though I've been burned before I'm unsure why it is I keep asking for more So unclear is the path that awaits, yet we wonder what else can we do Besides slowly a**ume that feeling's abused and subside to the way we see fits What we thought were solutions to bones stretching out, became a stage housing curtain over brick We expect what we give yet we shovel out our fears I guess the price you pay becomes the reason you're afraid What a shame Caught you dancing on my tongue It's a sweet, sweet taste But I've had enough If our last words ride out both of our lungs I'd like to know who you are Oh I can't quite depart from the thought I'd like to know who you are Cuz I only believe in the scars That were left from the war we survived I waged all of my body and mind But sometimes I just wish I died ("Essay on Crying in Public"-Sam Sax) How fast the world spun just after the fact Left you young and still wondering Left me so dizzy and sorry Leeched the life from inside me And twisted my guts for good measure Not sure why After all this time I let myself bleed out But it just happens that way Maybe I'm just too used to the feeing Maybe it sits as More of a home than I think