I Made You Myself - Disarm Me lyrics

Live through me, my darling You are medicine that keeps me still and quiet We were great once, you know So I don't blame you if you're bitter But please believe me when I say That I would keep you but I'm not allowed You are a sad song stuck in my head You are a melody so draining A snake that wanders through the bloom in my bed The colors stale and cower in your presence With the stuttering of your words I can barely make out who you are Such a damn share Because it hurts To know the way you love is out of touch Dress the armor for my mind Ready your arms at your side Protect your body and spirit It's just a matter of time I'm unsure of when it stops I just know I've had enough Oh you stay close to the source Far too close All signs show life outside of you Always Seeking more from me Lay down In what you are But feel me In the silence of it Destroy The both of us Disarm me, my friend