I hate s** - Happy Anniversary lyrics

Closet filled to the brim with miserabilia I often count how many steps we are apart Flip over in bed, and smell you in my pillows I see a bull running in the fields and I'm scared Waking up 900 miles away from home expecting to see you Floating face down in the Okanogan river I was scared my rock would sink, and it did, and you did If you died I wouldn't be light but I wouldn't be heavy anymore Happy anniversary If you died I wouldn't be light but I wouldn't be heavy anymore Happy anniversary If you died I wouldn't be light but I wouldn't be heavy... I wouldn't be heavy anymore I wouldn't be heavy anymore Happy anniversary