I Hate Myself - Less Than Nothing lyrics

Sixty watts, brighter than my future An empty forty, fuller than my life There must be more, sometimes I don't think so Maybe I'm right Maybe there's no such thing as a brighter side A sultry night, stare at moons from rooftops A broken engine, poisoned never dry I pour my heart out to a god that doesn't listen You said you'd save me You said you'd love me always, but you lied And I can't dry my eyes, and there is nothing left inside One day, the day (The day that I said I) My heart inside was cold so that you didn't know So all and you (You won't love me at all) The leaves come down, there is no sound And if I fall, would you notice at all? The thought of me repulses me But you'd say you took me anyway I'm so alone on a corroded city rooftop I saw you walking, you didn't say anything You always told me that you'd never stop loving me But you stopped before you started and now all I have is lies What am I gonna be? Who am I gonna be? Afraid, repressed (And now that I feel lost) Well, I wish that you had grown while I bleed all alone The falling rain (Is what is left for me) We're gonna be, what's left for me? What is there to learn? There is less than nothing I thought you'd be, be there for me You weren't there, you weren't anywhere You lied right to my face, you broke my f**ing heart One day, one day you tore my heart apart And I have nothing, and I am nothing I'm piss, I'm sh**, I am less than nothing