Puke a black hole into the earth. Rip everything that you love to shreds. Take this anger and contempt and bury it til it erupts courtesy of life. I wish I had the guys to break my own neck. Dig in deep and tear out my own f**ing heart. No grasp left on life. Days spent rotting from the inside. Disgust is the last emotion I have left. My sickness now rules my whole life. Vomit and pus fills inside me. All I ever feel is discontent. It's a sickness we are born with Puke a black hole into the earth. Rip everything that you love to shreds. It's a sickness we were born with! I would rip out my own heart if I had the guts. Coward! Coward! Coward!