I count the days when I see Your face When I tell myself that it's over I grope in the dark Searching for the spark Of the light that is now slowly fading I can't believe I've come this far But still ache to go back And the cross I carry inside Made me liquefied Chorus: I close my eyes in the middle of night In the hush of dawn flowin' the tears in my eyes 'Cause I'm melting, Oh I'm melting My heart's so crushed and my faith is drowning I hold on to Your Word, Lamp upon my feet The only thing I need Lord, forgive me now, for my faithless cry For a mind so full of desperation Trying to lay me aside In Your Will delight I want to see Your purpose stand I can't believe I've reached this far And there's no turning back All the pains that burn inside Now are liquefied (repeat chorus 3x)