You are too kind to leave - it's hard to decide for me. Too kind to be as hard as I used to be Too kind to shock, destroy all your hope and smile. Too kind to lack the gates which I have to pa** You were my friend since I have first time seen into your eyes. I felt diseased, the bu*terflies flew away I hope to rise again so that I revive. Where's me? I miss me. I love me I never wanted to be the way I am, I just wanted your love. I never wanted to hurt you like I did, I just wanted to be me I've been your friend since you first time screwed deep in my a**. I felt diseased, the bu*terflies pumped in my a**. I feel so sick, I tried to resist it but no. Not you, you cry, a child would be stronger I've been your friend, till I know that you're not right for me. Since you I cry, I cry like a baby. But now I go and I fight - I fight for myself and tonight, tonight, tonight - wa*king is freedom!