Hyrax - This Place lyrics

I feel like I'm just a criminal, feel like I was born to lose. I only cage myself in prison-likely, spooky neighborhoods I feel around me a feeling of me Is it just the sound of breaking waves and seagulls in the wind? In the wind, I feel like l'm alone I don't wanna leave this place, I don't wanna be with you. I don't wanna see your smile, and I don't wann back to you I don't wanna leave this place, I just wanna live alone. I just wanna stay who I am, is this so hard to understand?