Hypnosia - Traumatic Sufferin lyrics

Out of shape totally blind eternal years spent suffering Memories of the pain comes haunting as my lifetime expires Desolation always present eyes open wide at dawn Afraid to awake no more this pain will be my demise On the edge of life i'm torn within, tomorrow - will i be alive? The past and present is non existent in a void of my life Kept in the dark forever sensing no apparent reason Imprisoned yet unknowingly free bonds like a ton of bricks Asking towards within from the outside - what really happened to me? To be drained of life in a hollow shell, inanimate further inside Traumatic suffering - Contemplating d**h bring life to despair Perpetuate darkness - depraved of senses numb to the pain Traumatic suffering - state of oppression guiding my agony Perpetuate darkness - life beyond comes to me in the end Immense panic lurks behind me I feel but I don't understand After years between these four walls by brain slowly disintegrate Finally perceiving the facade been kept restrained for the world Coercive measures was taken in order to avoid chaos in society Tied to torment inner scars remain, recalling the time of the past Every minute every day Voices screaming inside Telling me to awake Experiment on the brain Diabolical pain Suffocate in silence The final curtain is dropped before me No more anguish dwelling cranial conflict Confront myself and this untimely close The final step close at hand, at last my hour to die...